I really want to get a job. I cant be stalking myself at home 24/7. Life is neutral now. I thanked god for his fair-ness towards me. And yes, Sherhan is trying to win my heart back. But i wont be so desperate to accept him back after whatever reason he have left me for. Now that i love my life, knowing that me and Sherhan are just good friends, or shall i say, close friends? Yes, life is good. I know that sometimes we couldnt always have whatever we want. But we all try. Orites, lets hop to another subject. I was at home the whole day. I swear i didnt go out. I just feel so tired, that i sleep and eat and eat and sleep again. And when i really cannot sleep, i get myself to my laptop, and i use the internet like 24hrs man! Hahaha. Anyws, daddy says that he wants to bring me to Korea this january. Its winter time. And he probably will get the tickets asap, because from what his partners and co. told him, december are already fully booked. And then, whats more for january????? I cant wait. And my brother was like so hubba hubba happy.. All of course are finding a job after the trip. I hope it works yah.... Orites, blog more.