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MOVED

2008-05-27T17:49:00.003+05:00

TO ALL: SPECIAL DATE 151108: I MOVED TO HTTP://LEESHARAH.BLOGSPOT.COM

DONT GO THAT BLOG NOW COS STILL PROCESSING... 151108 SPECIAL DATE U WILL NOE WHY.. HEHE.. BUT NOT REALLY SPECIAL CAN?? HEHE

this is....

2008-05-05T10:36:00.003+05:00

random note: i lost my hp!! yes, again!! bro wants to get for me viewty LG phone.. butttt.... i have to wait till 12may then i can get a new phone.. he is paying, so i better shut my hell up and wait, OR i dont get anything from him!! hahahahaha!! oh, papa is going back to hong kong.. i wanna follow.. but i cant.. cos aunty sally is making so much noise.. u know im working with her rite now rite.. so its rather abit tite for me to "skip" work.. but work is fun!! just a little stress on some stock-counting!! sheesh!! see, i didnt even get a chance to blog abt my first working day at aunty sally's company.. been busy, i tell u oredi! sorry but i noe my blog is dead!! pictures will be upload soon!! & dont blame me if i dont put up pics in my blog. i just got no time. dont believe, sit with me in the office n u will know how busy i'am! even at this point of time, im busy!! tomorrow is my off day, im so happy! but dont know whr to go yet.. *sighs*. k aite, need to go now.. take care all.. *hugs* **its sad to see others using some other people's indentity and etc..!!! no life, pathetic sore loser!!!!! u know whu u are rite.... ;)

its been awhile rite??

2008-04-27T09:36:00.001+05:00

still wondering where i have been?!?!?! to work lah!! no work, no money.. my dad gave me 500 bucks!! imagine!! 500 bucks!! and my aunty have called me for work already.. need to quit at purvis street n be there for her at her company... i will be doing accounting jobs soon!! lucky maths is my favorite subject!! haha.. today or i mean later, i will be gg over to my cousin's place, dilshad.. she is doing some cards for her online blog.. so i want to kepoh and at the same time, i want to help her. jane is coming with me today!! yipee!! she is on the way to my house nw.. i better get going.. my bedroom is in such a mess n she dislike to see messy bedroom!! ape lagi, girls bedroom!! fussy jane!! haha. jane, u dont understand the malay language, ask sherhan ok!! k go!!! :)

deciding...

2008-04-20T10:49:00.002+05:00

i have been staring at the screen for more than 30 minutes.. u've got to believe it man. i was thinking whether i shud change my blogskin or not.. i want to be a blogger at my own age! im 20 for goodness! i think a 10 yrs old kid can blog much better than i do.. and when im lazy, i love to use short forms.. its reli bad i tink. haha! see. im still using the short forms.. i have tothrow the habit away.. hahahaha! so, i think i want to change my blogskin.. just wait for the new skin lah.. if i have got the time, everything also can for me.. haha! till den.. cheers

HI EVERYONEEE

2008-04-20T10:11:00.002+05:00

hii everyone.. preety bored rite now.. i wont be long here, i warned you first orites. haha! so, yesterday i bumbed into mandy.. and noe wat? she was telling me that she didnt even noe my blog url and she didnt even for once hate tagged me. wtf?! she was with a guy yesterday and i was with sherhan and jane.. i have too many pictures to upload taken by my baby canon. so the files are damn huge, i will just upload it to flickr.. ask me for the address if u wanna.. if not, shut up.. ahah! so pls wait.. i have to resize it too! n peeps! im quitting my work soon at purvis st!! need to work with my aunty at her company under accounting n marketing.. she was asking me to work there, as i have Os for my maths.. oso good thing or wat rite??? i try ok.. dont want to promise... :) but the salary will be triple my salary now at minds cafe... mind u! ok, sharah bukak belang kape.. hahaha!! to neea, ah2 eh.. jangkit u lah babe.. hehehehe!! "APE KAN"!!! lol. k bye **TOLD U! I WONT BE LO0NG HERE!!! :D

erm... wat title eh?

2008-04-18T12:58:00.002+05:00

i tink, i got influenced by neea's "ape kan".. i have been using "ape kan" all the time to my friends be it verbally, talkings mouth to mouth or msn or whatever or even sms tau! hahahaa!! believe it or not?! neea, i tak kepoh tau.. terjankit lah!! u very mentel girl!! hahaha.. ok lah.. wont be long here.. sorryyyy... update more soon.. sooonnn!! sorry peeps! my blog is dying.. or is it dead oredy?? so dont visit lah.. later u also feel like dying i susah.. anything, tag2.. sometimes i lazy to on my comp, cos penat kerja.. so i will reply ur tag lmbt.. sometimes, i see u online, i will reply there on msn.. if not, i dont reply!! sorry!! hahaha.. k, few more days to meet sherhan and jane!! we are going to where???? to ..... be continue.. haha! lols! :D

im back once again!

2008-03-30T11:05:00.003+05:00

It's been more than a month since i last updated my blog.. many things happened when i was away.. anywaes, i don't even think dat i have much time to blog about anything now.. infact i think my blog is dying.. thank you for all those tags which i also have no time to reply to them all. im very busy, trust me folks! oh yeahooo! my brother found a new love.. he will bring the lady and come over to our place tonight.. but at the meantime, i have to follow my mom to geylang to buy some frozen meats.. hopefully they last.. n more shocking! my brother has been dating thislady for a year and only now we get to noe.. rabak sak abg! haha!! but nevermind.. awww, tomorrow my father is going to hometown, hong kong n will be back on sunday morning.. one of his relatives is sick.. recently there's flu virus, n one of them got attacked.. uncle tim, get well soon.. we all still need you in life.. u're the best uncle i ever had.. i pray dat papa will go safely and come back safely.. hopefully.. to all, pls pray for my dad too.. ok.. we cannot follow cos masing2 is working.. so yeah.. i want to follow papa too if i can! i miss my cousins and granny like so damn much man!! i lastvisit them was on chinese new year.. oh gawd.. pls make everything as alright as possible.. meantime, don't miss me too much freaks! cos im going to be away like again n i will only come back here when there's time.. i will do my usual blog hopping.. no worries.. n those yg takde tagboard tu (phm2 lah eh. ehem2!!) hehehehe. pls do something.. i miss taggin u all lah! will come back fo tags orites.. keep the tags coming in baybeh! oh wells, i have to go now.. i have to get ready and follow mama to geylang.. to anony - im a chinese malay girl.. my papa is a chinese.. a pure chinese.. he speaks malay like shit..really.. his malay is like apek2 nye malay.. broken malay.. hehehe.. but me my mama and my abg can speak good malay n good chinese liao mah! hehehehe.. take care all.. bye!

hello bodoh! im back!

2008-02-19T22:09:00.003+05:00

pardon my absence. life is good although i have some conflicts with my brother. shit man! oh, cny hols was a good one though. sad thing, mama doesnt come along because her leave wasnt approved. yes, she got her off day on the eve cny.. thats all. poor mama. i bought for her some stuffs from hong kong and brought home, she is so happy. well, my brother shopped alot too! haha! brother kept disturbing my aunty who is not married yet, her age is 15yrs old, yes, younger than us but her pangkat is aunty.. she was born later than us.. and she is still schooling. so my brother kept asking her for hong baos. and brother actually says dis... "mei qi! hong bao na lai"... hahaha! then she will like grumble at brother.. ok, the conflict between me and brother was actually abt the room.. he went into my room the other day and took my pillow.. its a new pillow dad bought for us.. and he is like being greedy man! what the hell?! and when i took back, he told papa that im the one who took his pillow.. liar! fucking liar!! then i got scolding from papa. mama pulak can side papa. cb seh! then after kena marah for fucking untrue stories, i act cold towards abg.. sial! so angry.. and u noe last night, he came into my room when i was reading the magazine, he said sorry and threw the pillow onto my face! cb eh perangai? wat sia! then he went out.. haha! pdn muke. he is also trying to be good to me now.. but im like, layan tk layan. wahaha! step plat hard. and the other day outing with gfs and sherhan was good! my camera lost sia! wtf!! thx to jane.. arghh!! i havent tell mama and papa. they sure will scold me! fuck.. lucky i nvr bring my canon slr cam! waha! lucky u noe!! so gdbye sony cybershot.. miss u.. and to sherhan, thx u for the movie bites.. enjoyed myself with u last night.. more pics to come when i attend jane's 19th bdae party.. weee~ k lah.. nitenite.. bye...

WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?!

2008-01-24T15:34:00.000+05:00

I KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN BLOGGING FOR QUITE SOMETIMES. IM STARTING TO FEEL LAZY TO UPDATE SIAL! HAHA! ANYTHING TAG ME. ILL FOR SURE REPLY ONE! HAHA! K BYE. SHERHAN IS WAITING TOGETHER WITH JANE AND MELLY! WANNA GO OUT BABE! BYEeEeeeeeEEEEE!!

ignore erros.

2008-01-10T14:08:00.000+05:00

TAGBOARD IS BACK! JUST HOPING THAT NO HATE TAGS OR SPAMMER! SO LONG SUCKERS! Actually, i de-activated my tagboard the other time because i want sherhan's admire to leave my blog alone. She seems like she's not happy knowing me and sherhan is in contact like last time. To that admire of sherhan, i wont publish your name on my blog. Jijik ah. Just myob. Stop being a coward and tag, tag, tag but never have any reaction. Youre totally a sick person! For goodness, leave me and my blog alone. Oh btw, last last night (7jan) spent my whole time with sherhan, haida, jane and marissa and tc. Awesome time together. I wont tell you want we did. Just a hint, we booked a hotel at hotel 81 BUT stop with your negative thinking eh. Had like 4hrs stay and took 3 camps from sherhan's house then off to sentosa. ape steam g sane also i dono.. Hehehehehe. Bored la.. The funniest thing is that, wait! we also gossip alot! Alooooooottttt aku bilang korang.. Haha! Ok, funniest part is that, we have total of 6 person. Booked in hotel using tc's name and the receptionist says, "you cannot book a room. must be 2 rooms at least." so, we went to the next hotel, which is hotel 81 lah.. then haida, jane n sherhan waiting for us outside the hotel while me, marissa n tc went in. use tc's name again. ok! this time boleh seh! coz tu tiga ekor ngah tunggu we all pat luar pe. then receptionist thought tt we only have 3 person to check in. We went into the room, then message sherhan to ask them to come up later at ard 10mins time.. they waited outside the hotel and went in. when they masuk, receptionist was looking at the shelves. they run towards the lift. once the lift open, receptionist pun turn her head. lucky thing ah.. so all of us went into the room. imagine !! 1queen size bed, and 6 person laying and sleep till 9pm. wahh! know why we sleep for 4hrs straight?? the other last night, the 6 of us never go home and stray outside. linger outside till police came by us and ask for our ic. jane lepas. lucky thing hor jane?! otherwise u kena! she went to 7 eleven to meet her gf. the police like usual, advise on us alittle, then they went off. funny funny funny. enjoy enjoy enjoy!!! shall do more soon! hahahahahaha! ok lah. bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-01-02T02:22:00.000+05:00

See? Y am i still not sleeping?? I cannot sleep lah!! Btw, happy new year all!! I have to make this post short and simple coz my brother is going to use my computer.. His computer rosak. Poor abang.. Alright.. He knock on my dorr already... Bye and ill update more. P/s: countdown i wont be going anywhere. daddy asked me to stay at home, and my mama cook simply those delicious food for us all. yay!! k la bye.....

My birthday

2007-12-28T10:23:00.001+05:00

Hey!!! My birthday is coming.

Presents please????

Hahahahahahahaa!

Bedroom Paradise

2007-12-25T12:03:00.000+05:00

Hello everybody! First of all, woah! Its been a long time since i last updated my blog. Well, many things happened during my absence here. Want to know something? Bedrooms are like paradise. Have some sneak to view them here ok. Sarafina and the other girl friends are coming down to my house. There are going to jump on my comfy bed! Hahahahahahahaha! My mother will scream at them lah! Hehehe! Alright, i have house chores to do before i can really use the net. Hehehe. Otherwise, mother will definitely scream and yell at me. Arghhhh! Bye!

Hey!

2007-12-17T09:45:00.000+05:00

Hey lovelies! Im finally back. Ok, sorry for not updating these few days. Im too busy with my housework. Or maybe should i said, my bedroom?! Mom and dad bought a new paint for me. To paint my room, make it look better for new year. Im so happy!!! Look!! Im putting up the pictures soon! Meanwhile, take care lovelies! Update more soon! :)

Deleted Tagboard Away

2007-12-12T09:59:00.001+05:00

I HAVE DELTED MY TAGBOARD

FOR SOME DEFINITE REASON.

ANYTHING, REACH ME AT

nursharahlee@yahoo.com

MEANWHILE, TAKE CARE AND

HAVE A GOOD NIGHT!!!

HEHE!

Trip To Korea In January

2007-12-12T09:37:00.000+05:00

I really want to get a job. I cant be stalking myself at home 24/7. Life is neutral now. I thanked god for his fair-ness towards me. And yes, Sherhan is trying to win my heart back. But i wont be so desperate to accept him back after whatever reason he have left me for. Now that i love my life, knowing that me and Sherhan are just good friends, or shall i say, close friends? Yes, life is good. I know that sometimes we couldnt always have whatever we want. But we all try. Orites, lets hop to another subject. I was at home the whole day. I swear i didnt go out. I just feel so tired, that i sleep and eat and eat and sleep again. And when i really cannot sleep, i get myself to my laptop, and i use the internet like 24hrs man! Hahaha. Anyws, daddy says that he wants to bring me to Korea this january. Its winter time. And he probably will get the tickets asap, because from what his partners and co. told him, december are already fully booked. And then, whats more for january????? I cant wait. And my brother was like so hubba hubba happy.. All of course are finding a job after the trip. I hope it works yah.... Orites, blog more.

I Cant Sleep!

2007-12-10T20:08:00.000+05:00

Time check: 7.08 am.

Reached home around 5am. Yes, Sandy's barbeque pit was super awesome. I was forced to eat like a pig. Hahahahaha! But look, the food at her pit was great. Went to east coast park to celebrate her advanced 20th birthday. Tomorrow will be her birthday. May you success in your life, baby girl! Sorry i couldnt make it for the girls outing with you'all tomorrow. Reason is because, my grandmother and families in Hong Kong is coming over. Many sorry! But i promise you that i will buy you something nice and memorable. Lastly, HAPPY ADVANCED 20TH BIRTHDAY, LOVELY SANDY! Back to where i start. I was trying to shut my two blardy eyes, but i just couldnt. I layed down my bed, and still, i couldnt help myself from falling asleep. At 6.15am, Sherhan and Melvin called me, we had some chit chatting and hung up later. And again, i cannot sleep!! So here i'am blogging and checing my friendster. Friends, if i reply your comment too late, im sorry yeah! I just couldnt help myself replying all on the spot... Hehehehehehe! But i promise to write the longer the comments for all of u!! Winks.. bye!

Hello World!

2007-12-05T15:02:00.000+05:00

Its 2.02am. Im still wide awake! Today have no plans yet. I have to call Janice to ask whether she is going to come over to my place and then we go for our daily night supper or what!? Later on, amirah and attica is coming over to my place. We will be ordering macdonald and play some board games... Its boring man! So we shall rock the party yaw! Oh, thank-you all for linking me too! Its a support from all of ya! So, people, do take care and till then, Sharah...

In Advanced

2007-12-04T19:08:00.000+05:00

Im gonna blog-hopped, be thick skin and link people up. Doing it soon, or later i mean. Want to get some rest first. Oh wells, yeay! People, don't mind me tagging ya, and asking ya to link me up. Im bored and its my first time linking people-up. Hehs! Normally i will just bookmark them! So yeay. Support needed. Im friendly, so do talk aye? All are loved. Take care and more pictures to come-up. Bye babies!

Sherhan's Call

2007-12-04T17:32:00.000+05:00

Yeay! Let me share soemthing "weird" with you. Sherhan called me earlier on to say sorry. Guess he have been reading my previous entries and so. He also asked if why i deleted my old entries about me and him. He loves to read it and ya. Told him that i thought all is going to be over. And all those things will never return. I have been patient enough with him all this while yet, im still listening to him. Maybe the feelings now wouldn't be the same. But that is ok. I suggested to him that, we should continue to mend our own ways and just stay in contact, as a good friends only. I doesn't want to put high hopes on him. Im scared that i might hurt and of course, i feel like im being cheat. The insecure feelings will never fade away from me, for now. Families and friends says that, "forgive and forget". But hello. Its easier said than done. I will forgive him, but i will never forget whatever he have done towards me. Guys are sweet talks. Well yeay. I had a full 2hr convos. with him. At last he told me that, the girl was the one who kept pestering him. The girl even told him that, im not a good gf fo Sherhan. Its just like the girl is trying to poison Sherhan's mind to leave me. I have not see the girl's face yet and i don't wish to see. All i need now is to contact Sherhan like the old times. Forgive him and i will make sure, he won't repeat his naive act. I love him, yes i do. But i cannot force myself to love him when i know, things are difficult now. The trust is not there anymore. Yes, i move on very fast. So what is the problem now? Sherhan did everything that he could to forsake me. And now when he came begging and seeking for my forgiveness, you think i should trust whatever he told me earlier on? No. Im not an easy girl, and i will prove him. Sherhan, if you were to read this, i don't really blame you. As i know it takes 2 hands to clap. I admit my mistakes too. But hey, i love you man!

Some Little Thoughts

2007-12-04T12:00:00.000+05:00

Deleted many posts back then. Looking back at my old entries, it reminds me of Sherhan. I know its difficult to move on and leave the past behind. 3 years with him seems wasted afterall. It trashed into small bits of pieces. I doesn't know why his attitude changed tremendously to be one weird human on earth. He has been giving me all the happiness and everything in life. I wouldn't want to ask for more. Before, i talked to him on msn. But he seems so busy and doesnt have much interest to entertain me or to talk to me. I know its a sad thing for everyone to know that we are over. The lovely couple and the happy couple on earth. All are gone forever now. I can't do much. All i did was to cry and cry. Its hurts me so much. And the thing that make me upset is, the girl keeps on messaging him eventhough she knows that Sherhan is in a relationship with me. And she also knows that we have been together for 3 years plus. But she is one numb skull, who doesnt care about other's feelings. She is a girl too, and i believe that she truly understand how hurt i feel knowing that she is there as a third-party to destroy my relastionship with Sherhan. I dont mind her using names against me. As i know that it take one to know another one. Afterall, she is a poisonous snake. I doesn't know who is her next victim. I just hope that those guys out there who have been years with his girlfriend, don't ever get trapped with another girl's attraction. They will attract your attention first and then they will do whatever they can get. This kind of girls or shall i say, people, won't go anywhere. They wont even excel in whatever they do. Look up world, we have been 3 years together and nothing seems wrong until the presence of this girl. She is 3 years older than Sherhan and me. And she just broke-up with her boyfriend few days ago before she keep in contact with Sherhan. They broke-up because, the same thing happened, she played her ex-boyfriend out. She went out with other guys, besides than Sherhan. I totally don't mind her going out with Sherhan (i even told Sherhan about that. And im honest with every of my words) , as i know Sherhan won't do anything not nice behind my back. But this time around, Sherhan treats me like total shit and he even talk to that girl about his arguments/quarrels with me (i then noticed that he have fall into that girl's bitchy and sweet talks trapped) . All this while, i have been treating Sherhan more like a prince. I make him happy, im honest towards him, im being good towards him, being an obedient sayang, and a helpful family-friend towards him and his family. I doesn't expect all tthis to happened. All the sweet and bitter memories we had together are all history now. I just pray that he will realised that the girl that he is contacting with wouldnt freak-him-out or play-him-out. And i hope that he realised that the girl is just making a fool out of him, and also if they were to be together, i promise to you all out there that they will not last any longer.